its over... me and her really bad... totally bad... wat did i done... hurt her.. lie her... make her angry... say her bad thing... y i'll do tis stupid thing... fk...

today i am finding u everywhere in the school... whr hav u been... go to your class i din see you... go koperasi u oso not thr.. belakang dewan oso no... i started luan luan think liao... oso no use la... i'm still thinking... y m i doing such fool thing... totally SUCKS...

but i really care bout u... damn stupid... everytime u wif others boy, i really scare... wat will u do i never knw... go hold their hands? go teh him? say 'i luv u'? yes.. u'r right... love someone is from heart... but your heart is very hard to read...

i really regret y i rejected u last time... for u no use liao la... u muz be happy... TOO LATE... your favourite word... when i wanted say sry, NO CURE... damn sh!t... we went through these before... fking hard to accept...

dun do something u feel sad agn... wait? let go? i dunno choose which one... i still loving u...

Fuh.. Long time din update liao... Dunno wat to say.. Pai seh...

Exam 终于 habis jor... So gembira... This few day really gif someone 烦 dou ham like dat... Always don don, don don... Haiyo, go kao him if u really likkeee him lo... Some more call me DEAR...yuck...no need call me like dat de la(although very nice la)... Go call you don don DEAR la... yuck... disgusting... PUI... XD

Miracle has happen... I never think bout it... I never think bout u really will 'come back'... 不过破裂了的感情不会长久... Hope u underdstand dat... I'm very happy...

Today go school early to have group study... Actually is king gai la... Meet her... Dunno wat to do... ROXY... USELESS LO YOU... Go primary school to celebrate childrens day wif her oso... But oso nth happen... 第一次淘女生淘到酱失败... At last, guess wat did i done... hahahaha... I juz went seven-eleven and bought ice lemon tea for her... Very sien lo... So lame... than go back school study... oso nth happen... juz 偷偷 see her... oso a very lame thing...

Than hor... Zhi Yong laopo (CLIFFORD KOW PEI YIN) suddenly hit me o... Sakit dou... not hit once leh, but twice... but... 男人大丈夫.. a bit bit pain oni ma... nth de... hahaha... OUCH... not like dat oni leh... gif someone de lemon tea oso gif u hit... dunno wat r u doing de lo... haiyo... if u do dat agn hor... i sure u very charm... your nose will like a clown... so big and so red... muahaha...

这星期五....
对你我来说是个很重要的日子....
我应该放弃你吗??
还是要努力追求你...

在这期间, 我有寻找着适合我的对象...
但我知道他们都不如我们以前那样的甜蜜...
嗨! 如果有的选择, 我会选择不在谈恋爱了...
谈恋爱, 真的很辛苦....

我曾经答应过...
我会等你....
不过, 我知道是没有结局的...
到今天, 我还很爱者你....

虽然口中说我不再爱你了,
事实上, 心中还是放不下你...
回到我身边, 好吗??
我会好好珍惜, 对待你了...
我会确保你不受任何伤害了...
我已经清醒了....

我爱你...

Wat A Suffering Day

Today follow choir group to watch a concert... Haiz... Everytime i go concert sure will accompany by someone... Tis time, noone accompany me... Feel moody... I feel wanna cry... When i saw my fren so sweet wif his gf, i think bout our pass..... Yes.. It has pass... It happen long, long time ago... But, the memory live within my heart...
Do i really cant live without u.... God... Help me overcome tis suffering life... I dun wan it ANYMORE... Go away... Its suffering...

A message from me...
' Love is very, very dangerous... Once you step too deep inside, when u lost it, u will juz same like me.... Live with a suffering life... Think before u make any decision... It can prevent many thing happen... If u knw the relation is no longer together, y u still wanna be together....'

Remember,

ITS SUFFERING

When somebody love me,
Everyting is beautiful...
Every second we spent together,
live within my heart...
When you was sad,
I hope i was there to dry yours tears...
And when you are happy,
You will love me a lot...
Through the summer and the fall,
we had each other...
Juz you and I,
it was meant to be...
Sweet memories,
Always in my mind...
When you are lonely,
I hope i was there to comfort you...
The month went by,
I stayed the same...
Loving you so much...
But...
You started to change...
I was left alone...
Everyday i was hoping you will come back to me....
everytime i saw you,
You will smiled at me...
Juz like you use to do....
I like the feeling when you love me.....
I love you my dear...

SUFFERING NOW

After reading your blog,
I oni realize i m very stubborn...
Maybe you are right...
I should let go you...
I cant forget bout you...
You are the first girl dat i drop tears for...
And you oso gimme me many, many sweet memories...
No one could ever do dat...
This few days i was very confuse...
I'll always worry bout you...
But wat can i do somemore??
Wat are you thinking now,
I had no idea...
I very wish i can go back to your side accompany you...
Gimme some time....
I'll think very seriously tis time...
Still the same, i'll wait you...
I love you...

WATS GOING ON HERE

I'm sure everybody knw wat happen in our school today. Yes... Its about SOMEONE's blog. My fren, do not fear bout wat happen. It will over soon i think. I'm here to voice out my word.

I'm sure my fren did all this is juz wanna voice out wat he feel now, and i knw its wrong. Before i continue my word, i'll like to say sorry to all the teachers.

I am sure wat we observe in this whole year is already enuff, and i bet NO ONE will more understand bout OUR juniors... Many times we find you to talk bout it (discussion bout next year AJKT) but you always object it.. Come on.. No one could more understand bout their duty, their attitude and others thing... but you always object... Than wat u wan??

I'm here is not to say whos fault was dat... but think bout it... NO ONE will ever more understand them... I think our decision is the best way to solve this problem... So i hope you can accept the list we gif you, teacher...

And today, you keep on saying the 'f' word... Yes.. I agree wif you... Many students say wat 'f' school is tis... Wat 'f' teacher is that... A lot of 'f' word came out... But do you really think why they keep saying this saying dat??? I can answer your question... You didn't think for them... I think you had a principle say dat' once the guy did something wrong, the guy will always wrong'.. The whole school knw bout it... You never gif change to other ppl to chance... I've been thinking... Why and wat makes you say our socks muz wear till 7cm long?? If i wear 3 or 4 cm i oso din break the rules wat... You can still see i am wearing my socks... If my hair is grown sharply, wat can you do?? It was born naturally... Dont tell me you are going to ask me to go for saloon to make it down... I think is not logical AT ALL....

Same as the thumbprint case... Once a prefect did something wrong, you wont gif a chance to gif them become AJKT... Izzit once a guy did something wrong and we shouldn't gif them a chance to change? Dont you EVER make a mistake??

At last, if my word hurts you all, I'm SORRY... This wat i wanna say... Think bout it...

Since u join the 'lembaga pengawas', i really wanna ask u a question.... wat had u done??? since u join us, we all welcome u.. we all treat u as a fren... but.... wat happen to you???
Last year October, u started to change.... i can say, u are the most dangerous ppl i ever seen.... i really wanna knw wat happen to you.... come on.. could u tell all of us wat happen... we stiill treat u as our fren... but do you???
Do you realize the whole 'lembaga' in the afternoon session hates u.... including me... yes... i hate u... but if u really can tell us wat u wan and wat happen to you, its ok.... we still can be like last year.... you were totally change my fren.....
I believe if u tell us the truth, i think they might accept u back.... u should knw i m a soft-hearted ppl..... now, oni Cyril stands at ur side.... ur life is without fren... do u really happpy??? i m not happy.... cz i lost a fren....
I m planning something now..... but a dun dare to do it.... i had really plan something.... but i wont do it.... i still remember wat happen when 331.....
This is all i wanna say my fren..... i hope u will change.... i wan u to become urself.... i will more happy... the whole 'lembaga' is confusing bout u... u knw???